First of all, may I say my drawings are so old o_o I should upload again soon. I started drawing Alice in wonderland, I've really gotten better now ^_^

Anyway.

GREAT. My ex girlfriend loves me. Since last weekend, she keeps calling me cute lovey names and saying how she loves me. I really feel like her sex toy -_- I mean, seriously. Didn't she loev another girl just a while ago? How can I believe her when she says she loves me. What if she actually sleep with other girls and she's just faking she actually loves me. Okay, I'm sorry for the details but I have to say it.

She wants to see me naked but if I wanna see her, nooo she's too shy. Jesus christ, does she know how shy and uncomfortable I am with my body? But I love her so, I'd be willing, you see? I have a passion for her...but when she told me SHE was too shy to do it, well...since that moment, my passion began to slowly fade away. Really.

Is it me, or am I a sex toy? Jesus christ! Ah and that goddamn girl, katie. She apparently found me cute. She's a my school you see...but now, she fell in love with a guy. Isn't she lesbian? She told me so! And now she barely even looks at me and when she does, it feels like I'm a worthless pile of shit! Jesus christ is up with these lesbians! Can't I find a normal girl?